Out of sight out of mind
You are making me realise
Slowly
That I'm wasting your time
And mine
For some kind of nothing
Or a little bit of something

While I'm tearing my hair out
She hardly flinches

I am stronger than this
For reasons that you've missed
There is nothing for me here
Except a calculated risk
That I am not willing to take
From you
Anymore.

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All of this noise
It has hurt my head for far too long
I am instantly fearful
Of forging this distance

She has diamonds in her eyes and
Sunshine in her smile
And all the while all I can do is
Sigh

At my insolence
My intolerance
My indecisiveness
My nothingness

Sentimental attachment
Does not elude me
And now I adore her
From afar.

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Life has taken me many places
Through precious time and familiar faces
I have seen this all before
You have crawled inside me
Of this I am sure
Searching through people
Insisting on a glimpse of me
Just needing your words
I wait
Stealing your heart
Was always my intention
Are we still wishing?
I hope we never stop
Representing everything somebody else desires
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Sink right into my
Imperfect skin
I'm always such a sucker for
These girls who
Sip on gin
These girls who
Taste like sin
These girls who
Should never
Sink right into my
Impromptu skin

She says to me
So nonchalantly
"We'll probably die soon
anyway"

My thoughts exactly
My reasons exactly
My trouble exactly
My fears exactly.

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I don’t feel as forgetful anymore
Or as ugly
I am reluctant to be a pessimist
And I am grateful

There are days when I fear this
There are days when I fear you
There are nights when I am tangled
And nights when I regret this feeling

Reminiscent of teenage carelessness
I am glad to forget and let go
I am not ashamed
She is not as juvenile as me

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These old inspirations and
Old expectations of
What life can and has always
Been

I need to write again
I need to fight again
I need to remember who
I really am

So these pages, these words
They are for everyone else
And me
They are for everything else I want to be
They are for she
They are written to be printed
To be posted
To be picked from a crowd
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